I don't want to lose you, dad...

Last night, i was in a call with my dear.

As usual, i saw my dad back and walk into room directly without asking me anything.

I thought my dad was angry with me, or else he was exhausted.

I looked at him, he never respond to me and i was started worrying about him.

What's going on?





My mum say dad was felt faint, and uncomfortable.

I had guess my dad is suffering in high blood pressure.

Definately, my guess was not a mistake.

Early in this morning, my dad's friend called my house few times.

The ringing of phone shocked me, as well my mum.

After i came out from ladies, my mum was searching my dad cable.

My dad was repeating the same sentence:"Where is the cable?"

He asked back my mum, i felt that my mum did really get fear in it.

Married for almost 30 years, my dad has not been like this.

It was terrible that terrors attack out city, it was really terrible.









I tried to pretend like nothing happened, but i can't!

I not even stop my eye tears, my tears keep rolling from my eyes, they were fall.

I just learnt to be stronger, but a big challenge appeared suddenly.

I couldn't accept it, although i should accept it.

After i reached the school, i had started to cry when i talk to kim yee.

This is the first time i being a foolish in the school, have no more directions.
I used a long time to stop my tears, i must be tough!


Dad, i do really love you.
First time i felt life is very easily to be broken up.
Perhaps, in a moment, i will lose you.
Understand?
I will learn more and more about high blood pressure to cure you.
I want to save you.
I want to use my knowledge to do the works in my ability.
I want to treat to you to eat abalone.
I want to kiss you, dad...
I do really love you, same as mum too.
Dad, must be recovered!
God, please bless us..