I don't want to lose you, dad...

Last night, i was in a call with my dear.

As usual, i saw my dad back and walk into room directly without asking me anything.

I thought my dad was angry with me, or else he was exhausted.

I looked at him, he never respond to me and i was started worrying about him.

What's going on?





My mum say dad was felt faint, and uncomfortable.

I had guess my dad is suffering in high blood pressure.

Definately, my guess was not a mistake.

Early in this morning, my dad's friend called my house few times.

The ringing of phone shocked me, as well my mum.

After i came out from ladies, my mum was searching my dad cable.

My dad was repeating the same sentence:"Where is the cable?"

He asked back my mum, i felt that my mum did really get fear in it.

Married for almost 30 years, my dad has not been like this.

It was terrible that terrors attack out city, it was really terrible.









I tried to pretend like nothing happened, but i can't!

I not even stop my eye tears, my tears keep rolling from my eyes, they were fall.

I just learnt to be stronger, but a big challenge appeared suddenly.

I couldn't accept it, although i should accept it.

After i reached the school, i had started to cry when i talk to kim yee.

This is the first time i being a foolish in the school, have no more directions.
I used a long time to stop my tears, i must be tough!


Dad, i do really love you.
First time i felt life is very easily to be broken up.
Perhaps, in a moment, i will lose you.
Understand?
I will learn more and more about high blood pressure to cure you.
I want to save you.
I want to use my knowledge to do the works in my ability.
I want to treat to you to eat abalone.
I want to kiss you, dad...
I do really love you, same as mum too.
Dad, must be recovered!
God, please bless us..

Give me a lil time

Balloons contain my exhaled air.

I need a lil time to relax down myself.

Perhaps, i do over care about my studies and co-curriculum.

Eventually, i paid and work hard is just want to "build road" for my future.

Is that considering as fault?

I knew the time we being together is getting less, but we have no choice.

=)

Hope we still smile.

Not a hope, but a must.

You tried to accompany me, but i over concentrated on my duties, my studies.

I have no intended to leave alone, while i do really need you beside me.
Yet, everything is changing.

Time brings everything gone.

Since when, our relationship doesn't meant anything?

You are stubborn in the lil stuffs, but i do really hope u put ur eyesight far a bit.

At least, it was good for me, and you, absolutely.

I'm begging you, please give me a lil time to relax down myself.

If we are keep fighting and argueing, there is no benefit for us.

It's true.

Keep smiling =)

As a result, you are addicted in playing computer..

I do always need your accompanions, but you afforded me to accompany you.

Is that we exchanged our jobs accidentally?

Girls need comfort, not keep paying without gain anything.

Anything.

I trusted you.

I built trustworthy on you.

Don't break it, and break my heart.

Please.

I'm in a manner way to tell you.

Dear, thanks for your cooperation.

Smiling always =)